guess what did i do at home today?i did loadsa things..i dump the clothes in the washing machine..sweep and mop the floor..kitchen..scrub the bathroom..scrub like mad..till my backbone aching now.hahaz.and den hang clothes...till 1015 likdat..den eat my dinner..was in pain since like erm....9+?oh ya..and i don't know what i do..my thumb hURTssSZzZz..oh..and i washed my basin hahaha!!

few weeks back,i took this English qualifying test.took this test to see if i am gonna go to the NA Level or straight to the O Level english class.well..i was not really prepared for the test..but still,i went...and i got stuck at the paper for abt 15mins?and i prayed..ask God for help..and..God is good..He helped me worz!i wrote an occasion where i thought i was not able to do it...something likdat la..and..today..i went to check the results....im being appointed straight to the O Level class..heez..Praise The Lord!well..i woundn't mind to hold just an O level cert with english!hahaz

hmm..did project in school today..hopefully can clear all the project asap...so i wun stress..hahazz

im tired...yawn...

God Bless everyone!

nitezz

just got home from town..phew..hanging around town for like awhile im already tired.ahaaz..went to watch this cartoon..actually don't want to watch de lohz..only qian jiu yi xia that yingting haha!she wanted to watch this cartoon entitled castle.haha this show..hmmm interesting..alright loh...but i still prefer..watching other shows like HITCH..hahaz..and CONSTANTINE!!ARgghhh Keanu Reves is like..phuaaaaaaaa hou HANDSOME ARh...hahahzzz..oppss...okie enough of handsome people hahaz..

today..was suppose to meet melissa and yingting at 930am at outram station to go to my school's open house together..but den,im late haha..so i met them at the station at around 10++..reached the school at 1104..hahaz..so sorry that i came late..but nvm right,the both of you can keep talking mahz..see i so good horz?hahahz

i was suppose to usher my friend,romeo and his brother around my school...but den,i really hope i can show them around...but..i myself just noticed that i also don't really know the school that well worz..saddening horx..sigh...then..met them,went to have lunch..wonder what do they think of the food at the cafeteria...good or not good?hHAaa..im seriously soo soo really so so sorry that i did not bring you guys around to get to know the school more..zhen de sorry...

okie..its kinda late..gonna go prepare to get to my lalala land..hahaz..

take care everyone

love you all

be blessed

nitezzzzzz

heez..just finish watching vcd..hmm..i was watching My Date With Vampire.haha.the show is like..erm..funny?its something like adam and eve..but erm..abit different only haaz..now no more show to watch liao.-yawn-

just now was on the way to aunt's place to take allowance..went with wilson and janice hahaz..my darling bro carried me on his back worz..and walk down the stairs worz..haha..so good right..hahaz

hmm..tomorrow im gonna go for my school's open house..ting is coming..mel is coming..i want to see you all..i miss you all so so so so much!i cant wait to go to school together with u guys every single day!can apply a little fasteR?hahahhazzz

hmm..today my da sao ironed my uniform for me worz..haha so good right...comfirm can be da sao le worz..hahaz..i like my this da sao..super kind hearted..caring..nice...wow..very good la..clever also hahaz...

ting..i really cant wait to see u more in school worz..i wanna stay in the same school as u and mel worz...faster comeeeeeee!!!confirm can come in de...u think can means can hahaa!!!!!

sigh..im like so bored now...lalalalalalalalalala........

just finish bathing...feeling so cool now haha!fREsHHh!hahaz..well..rush home from seminar,reach home around 1130 pm i think...should be earlier...but i stupidly miss one stop while dreaming in the train haha!!hmm...

today serminar was so GREAT!yesterday was BETTER but i did not go...miss it..sigh...regretted!!i should have gone there..yesterday Rev Ulf Ekman preached about friendship..like how to handle friendship...i missed that seminar!!aRGhhhhhh

today...Rev...i forgot the name sia...said..FEAR NOT!! FEAR NOT!! FEAR NOT!! for so many times..i was wondering how come he keep on saying that.. but i did not notice that God is trying to tell me thru him..that i shall not FEAR..FEAR NOT!know why?these days...i've been so afraid of this and that..afraid that my result will worsen...or my project will not be done..fear for this and that...things that are not impt im worrying too...i should have told myself that im not a born worrier...im having worries for nothing that i cant sleep as ease at night..den for nothing...or for small little thing i started to cry..its so not mEE...its so not Jessie Tay loh..i realised that i need God so much that every single day..i cant Live without HIM...His guidance...everything...it means so much to me..and i must get heavenly minded but not earthly minded..i don't want to be a worldly person..and i never and NEvEr want to get influence by worldly people...i want to be who God calls me to be...i want to be a woman of God.i need to pray more now...seek God more..i really need His help...i need you so much Dear Lord...

well today...school went just fine haha!during ofo lesson...MAN...the class is SOOOoooo noisy..like a cai shi chang..so noisy...classmates keep talking non stop...don't know why and how come they got so much to talk about that they aren't concentrating to what Mr Tay is teaching...they are like taking Mr Tay for granted...when i heard Mr Tay says that he don't feel like teaching...i felt so not happy at all..but what can i say...sigh...i really hope my classmates knows and understand what does it mean by overboard..and a person tolerance level can be high...but please don't overdo and think Mr Tay are those kinda teacher that is easy to be bullied..but i love my friends..haha!!i love them so much..they are like fellowshipping every now and then haha!!

hmm guess that all for now...tired..haha

take care ppl..Love you all to bits!!

God Bless!!

PheWwwww..finally finished packing up the house..my first time washing toilet in my house.its been years since i last washed any toilet and put back all the plates all lahz.and folding the clothes..its been so long since i last did that loh hahaz..and i finally know how to use that washing machine hhaa..just dump all the clothes into the machine and let it do the rest haha!packed everything..wow..now..it aren't that hard to do household chores..hmm..see if im home early i will do the mopping hahah..hee..i wonder if doing housework will lose weight anot.its like exercising hahaz...but its quite tiring though ahah...hahha..

today went to school..well everything went great i think?haha because im totally happy today..hahaz..noone disturb me..haha..sigh..had Office Organisation test on accounts funtions 1..i got stuck at the last question..the statement of accounts sigh...did not really learn that part..hmm.

after school,went to tampines mall hahaz..with nelson and jun yong..hee..went to starbucks and have a drink..the weather is like sooooooOOoo warm and i cant take that heat manz..hahaz..den went to walk around...i bought one vcd haha! its princess diary2!!!hahaz..den while looking through all the vcds in the shop..came across this vcd called...grudge...MAN!its scary lohz haha!!

hahaz..well..my day went great today..thank God for the day i had today..

take care all..

AHEM..i type a LONG LONG entry just now...and..my leg...went to push on the restart button and everything is GONE!!!aRGH.nvm..typing again is a good way to learn to type faster than the usual haha!

well as i was saying..i learned about being big people..and big people forgive and forget everyday.big people are generous.big people are accepting of differences.big people empower others to b successful.big people don't try to be big people.big people treat little people well.big people listen.big people honor leadership and guidance.big people respect manners and spatiality.big people have big capacity.and i want to be big people..i never want to hate people..hate the things i do..big people forgive and forget..and i really need to be a person that is forgiving and about to forget things that aren't good..well..these days..been struggling with forgiving...coz..i have a friend..someone impt to me..talks about me behind my back..saying bad things like..jessie think she very pretty ah..think she very clever...tooot tooot tooot so on and so forth lahz.its so sad to have a friend likdat..but i know God has a plan for me..to mould my character..with people like her..well train my emotions..my anger..and my anger managment..haha..and i know i can do it..and that is for sure..haha..and again..i am who i am..i am who God calls me to be..and Do NOT Judge..

yesterday..learn about being a thankful person..and having grace..Grace in Greek means thank you..and to have grace mean to express thanksgiving..things like asking a friend to pass a chopstick to you...saying thank you shows appreciation..an unthankful person cannot find grace with God..im thankful to everyone who is part of my life..everyone of you means a lot to me..

i've decided not to move over to aunt's place as i think staying at my house is better becoz its a better way to school here then from her house and..i never like staying unders people's control...and i have my own house..what for i stay with others..hmm..don't understand why grandma gotta move as my house have got one empty room and that is grandma's room..don't know why they want grandma to move..sigh..i miss my grandma...

i've watch constantine...WOW the show is shoooo soooo interesting...funny...nice haha!!!!

had family dinner on thurdays..hee..took pics again...got more..check out the tay family bloggie..dunno upload le mah hahaz

sigh...actually got a lot more to type de...but...sadly..i forgot liao...but nvm.i've got picturessss here..hahahzz


look...its alice me and jeremy....look at jeremy....sooo sooo cuteee


ahem its me..hahaz...look at the background...nice right?its painted by the cg and me...haha!!


joanna and meeee....




huggiessss


i noticed black background looks nicer hahaz...eventhough im like a pink lover hahaz




im tallllllll hahahaz



hee...thats all..haha..sigh..got more to type de loh..all the leg of mine fault hahaz...nvm...haha

just see pics lah..haizz...cannot take it lohz...legGGgg..

take care people...

fiZA and meeEe


mee..iskandar and fiza..haha..


fiza and mee again


ermm...me again..


look!! i draw de..haha..too bored in class..too tired..trying not to zzz...so i do drawing lohz..


again...hee...still in the valentine mood lahz hahaz


look at this table..pink table worz...and who will sit there?JESSIe lah hahaz...


Nelson me and fizaaa...


yes....wad can i do for u?hahahazz....having breaktime..to entertain myself..i take pic again ahaaa


took with joanna.hee...

okie..thats all for the pictures..

well today school okie lah...saw that irritating guy..he thought i will stared at him again...he walk past he make this very gu liang HUMPH sound sia..i was like OMGYM!! i said...so childish...well..said right infront of everyone,teachers also..haha..guess the teacher also heard wad that guy did..it so sad that he won't feel that he had make himself look like a fool..

sigh..today..was kinda..upset..yupz..with one friend of mine..she scolded the four letter word in sms and raised her voice at fiza and me when we called out her name at the cafeteria..i was shocked..did not expect any friend of mine to be so rude to me..as i told her so many times not to use vulgarities...know y i said that?your words reflects on your character...she was angry lohz..of waiting..well here the story goes: i ask her..if she wanna go to the washroom..she said no..so i ask fiza to accompany me..so fiza nelson and me went to the washroom..and she went to her locker den agreed to wait for us at the cafeteria..and sun bian book table for us...after the 3 of us get out of the washroom..we accompanied fiza to the school bus stop to wait for her bf..and we waited..and when we reached the cafeteria...lookin for her...saw her...called her name...she raised her voice with anger on her face..that four letter word came out..LOUD AND CLEAR..everyone heard lohz...sigh...i ask another girl..she waited very long ah?well all i know was that she can always give us a call to ask if we are reaching the cafeteria...someone ask her to call..know wad she sae?no need lahz..for wad?...huH?i tot she is waiting for us?and she dunno where are we?so she can call us to check if we are reaching wad?but she didn't...instead of talking things out..she scolded that word! she owe me an apology.. as her friend..she never even mind her words..and i said so many times not to use those ugly words...ppl dun listens...wad so nice abt those dirty ugly filthy words?i ignore her in the end..she wants to talk to me..i can always talk to her..i seriously thinks that she need to fan sing abit..words likdat hurts...sigh...must be a person with big heart..i forgive her...

sigh..ytd...sigh...was so sad...but well.everything is fine now...

hmm..went out with joanna today...Goodness....finally.......after like SOOoOooo long can...miss her sososososo much ahhaz...went to take neo prints ...haha...

im so tired...gonna zzz le..take care everyone...

heez.just got home from bugis..sianz. know why i go bugis for?to change my skirt that i bought.thinking it's kinda loose decided to go back to change for s size..den..my m size horz..is loose..den s size horz..TTOOO TIGHT.hahaz.in the end feel that looser is better den too tight hahaz..well wasted trip hahaz.

today go school..after lunch..saw this irritating guy..Arghh..not i dislike the looks he got.is i dislike his character so much lohz. he cant handle rejection lohz.totally cant loh. rejected him,he cant take it..keep saying me..well bad things lahz..walk pass me show those childish action..den i was so fed up that very time..so i decided whenever i walk pass or i saw him i will just stare at him with anger in my eyes..show him that enough is enough.it was the past actually..few weeks back only..but i hate it so much that he is carrying such attitude..today..did not see him first but jasmine did..so she told me lahz..i told every of my friend there..telling them who this no manners guy is..jasmine told me that the guy was pointing at me..well i was even angry..i pointed back..telling everyone nor...this is the guy loh..den i guess that guy knows his mistake bah..he never even come any nearer to me worz..waiting for lift he seems like hiding man..but too bad i still can see him.he from waiting for lift ended up walking the stairs instead..im really not happy with him loh..why is he likdat...the actions that he did when i walk pass his class..manz..he is totally like those uneducated people lohz..cant take it..sigh..think i should stop staring at him lohz..should not bear grudges..must be big person cannot likedat...i will be a big person instead of a small person..but wad if he do that action again?that rude uncivilized action again?wad should i do?stare at him or just knock on his class door and speak to his class adviser?i go to school to study lohz..not meet people like him lehz.i don't even want to meet people like him.i don't know how much longer i have to tolerate this people..sigh...but these days i'm having a little peace in school ahhaz...Thank God for that little peace!!

today i mistaken sharina and juli as one person can..i took juli as sharina and sharina as juli..coz the both of them just look alike so much loh..haha...so sorry juli and sharina...did not mean to..sorry..

having project in school soon...sigh...stressed...

later family dinner at home again..and meeting again..sianz....

it's valentine..wow..so good loh..all the couples..as for me..i will spend my valentine with my family hahaz.while i took train from tanah merah to bugis den after bugis to outram..sigh....i felt so jealous of the couples..ahaz..so so jealous worz...hahaz...carrying the flowers given by their boyfriends..wow..sooo xin fu hahaz...Happy Valentine everyone!

Juli, Me and Fiza..hahaz..took it during Mr Tay's lesson.during our breaktime hahaz.


it's Juli, Me and Fiza again...hahaz


Azura, Me and Jasmine trying to pose don't know like wad sia..but erm..and that nelson so extra ahahhhaah!! jkkk....


it's meee and fiza


it's me and fiza again... hahahz...


it's me and sk..


it'a Nelson and Mee...hahaz


sk..me and sharina....


wei ming juli and accompany


it's me and sharina


sharina..juli..azura..me..fiza and nelson...


we are like so..nerd..hhaha nelson fiza and wo..


wo her yanping


this is jasmine..she is like super friendly lohz ahaz!!


fiza..the girl that always thinks that i don't like her..sigh..tel her so many time don't think too much haha!


we're just trying to act cool...which i don't think i look like one..look at nelson..ahahz!!so cool sia!!


sharina jasmine and sk


juli and jasmine


juli jasmine and nana...

okie..that's all for now..hahaz..don't know if i miss out any pictures...too many le lahz..i upload till i gong le.hahaz.this are some my friends in my class OC hahaz..they are great people!!! so friendly to everyone..ahahaz..

well today..school started at 8am and ended at 12pm..so good right..actually not so early de loh..some students want to go home early hahaz..esp me..teacher ask us to raise up our hands..i put my hand on my head hahaz...don't know should i or should i not..hahaz..in the end..our teacher is good..let us off early..

today got my class test result again...this time round never really do well lohz..only got 21/30 nia haiz.. Mr Tay put a fair good remark on my paper sia...

going out later....muaaahhhhhahahahaah....finally can go out im like so happy..hahaz

take care peoplez...love you all...

Got home about half an hour ago frm aunt's place. ate steamboat again at aunt's house for lunch.as for dinner,had chicken wings and the delicious sweet and sour soup. hahaz. didn't get scolded today hahaz. guess aunt in good mood lohz hahaz..

sigh. its new year eve yesterday..and poor me..had a small argument with my dad.sigh..he wanted me to help out to work at the coffeeshop which i don't want cause i seriously want to do well in school, i don't want my school work to be affected. and if i help out at the coffeeshop, by the time i finish school and go to the shop i will be super tired to even work. and is like i have to handle with the cashier thing..waa..if anything wrong with the money..i will be in serious trouble loh..and my family is like quarelling over money matters..sigh..i don't want to get involved..dad don't get what i want and he is forcing me to do what he wants me to do..im told him that i don't want but he say what "bao da" he want me to "bao da" by helping out. and know what he say? he said...work for money is important or go to church important..i said...why do u drag church into this problem again..he said..see everytime i say church u not happy.but the fact is the working and the "bao da-ing" is so different from going to church loh..and then we argue till we drag the past into the prob..like the canning all that..but know what my dad say..he said who ask you so KL that why that man whacked you.my heart sank,my dad did not even protect me did not even take care of me.now he is telling me that i am KL that y that man whacked me like a mad man.i answered him saying..as u know ALSO..that man is unreasonable..then my dad continue saying im KL that y i got into it. i was just a small little girl then,so is it all my fault for all that canning i've got?is it all my fault for being such a innocent girl then?is it all my fault that i do not have a good character?dad did not even take care of me for the past 13-14 years..he don't even know what kind of daughter he got..he don't even know what my likes and dislikes..he don't even know what im doing now..he don't even know what am i studying about..i did not even complain anything about that..i'll take it that he got to work to take care the family and that is y he is in taiwan.and he got another family over there..i did not even hate the other party..i did not even hate him for all the past suffering i went through..i did not even hate anything he did.and i did not even hate him for what he said.can u believe it,my dad wanted to disown me when i was in sec 1-2.i did not hate him.i still yearn for him to come back home every year.i still wants to see him.i still love him so much.i stil call him dad.and from the time he reach singapore till now,he did not even say anything good about me..did not even encourage me..like my test..i was studying in front of the tv..he said he wonder how did i do in my test..different people have got their different way of studying..and i really did well afterall..eventhough i was watching the televison while revising..he don't trust me..he says i "pai chi"the tay family which i DON't.he say i got things against the family...which i really don't..says i have a bad character..am i really such a bad person that he say?my character is that bad?i thought i've changed for the better?or did i change for the worst?

yesterday..everyone was at my house.for reunion dinner..thought everything will go on fine which it did not..everyone is like against my da gu..why cant they just sit down and talk things out in a proper manner instead of scolding?i just think that the ic thing and the tomb thing is totally 2 different thing..well im still the younger generation wan..cant say anything..but what they says affect my grandma..affect her so much..which in the end coz of grandma it affected me coz i dun want my grandma to be in the situation wherby her children are all quarelling.and grandma feel so sad that she cried can.sigh..i hate it so much to see grandma cry.she is already my grandma and she still got to worried so much.so long nv see grandma smile and laugh..just now she finally did...after i said something..eh which i forgot haahz.

dad is still not home.wonder what time he is coming home..he is still working at the coffeeshop..called him..talk less than one min he say.i working bye bye...likdat only can..we did not even see each other for like one whole day.don't think he miss me the way i miss him..sigh..

happy new year everyone..

just got home about 2 hours ago.heez.the weather is like so HOT now.cant take the heat manz.

today woke up kinda late haahz..at 7am.i am tired.dragged myself to school.ahah..i was in a rush till i forgot to bring my landyard -tag- the -tag- means that im the student from the school and i got to use the -tag- to tap at the card reader for my attendence to be marked.but unfortunatly i left it at home hahaz.

had my class test..hmm..wasn't that difficult but i was so stucked at one of the question about the three distribution channels,the advantages..i did not really studied that part.i only read through sia. then i almost forgot the five funtions of the sales or marketing department, i was so scared that i will lose marks.i close my eyes and try to remember..which i eventually did!hahhaz..God is good.

well.today i was a little upset over this classmate of mine.i cant take it that he is acting gu liang wherever he goes. he talk he eat all so gu liang..he is more gu liang than i am worz.sigh..and he talks...manz..bet most guys wana bash him up.why cant he be a little more like guy?he was born to be a guy not a girl.and he walk like horse...stamping his feet on the ground.well..i have no choice but to raise my voice at him to tel him to walk properly.well he continued walking like a horse still.sigh..can someone please help him!!!tell him so many times to be more like a man.to talk like a man.to behave like a man.but..he don't listen..when he gets bullied..he felt sad..but all this is created by he himself. he knows that people will sure look down on him..disturb him..sigh...why is he likdat?aRgHh..

recently i felt that some people are super sensitive..get hurt so easily..sometimes my reaction may cause people to feel sad..but they have mistaken me...i don't look down on people or wad.or my face cause them to feel this way?if i am hard on people..some say im being hostile..if im friendly with people..i feel that im being taken for granted.i don't want to "fall down" again..

waiting for my dad to come home from sim lim tower..hungry.........he so long de.....*YaWn*

yesterday dad flew back from taipei.haa..and his beloved daughter and son went to the airport to fetch him home. waited at the airport till my kar wan to ji liao haha! hmm..know what dad bought for wilson and i? one whole set of computer worz..with flat screen and new keyboard and the mouse so nice worz.haha! my dad is so great! hahaz. i love him so so so much!haha!

tomorrow got class test sia..and i already studied le.just finish studying only.haha.its quite fun to study right in front of my television hahaz.

as for my school, the days i spent in school..well im getting used to having irritating people around me..all i need to do is to have a big heart..to.. tolerate..hahaz...

hmm..later gonna read my daily devotion book.hmm..gonna share with cg on saturday..haha!need to refresh again..gotta start reading Bible again..i've lost track on where i stopped..okie..this year is the year to start being more mature in my spiritual walk with God...i think i seriously need God to guide me lohz..if not i will die...die in the hands of the worldly people hahaz..

sighhhhh..yesterday went to aunt house to take allowance..get scolded again..sigh..i don't mind being scolded if i did something wrong. but i just hate is so much when i got scolded when all she loves was to scold me. sigh. am i a person that is always wrong?what have i done? she came to my house last week..and well i took allowance from her as usual.. and she raised her voice saying so loud that i owe her money.i said..that's is only the bus fare that my dad have to return to her. then for the allowance my dad had already given to her.then she raise her voice again..at my house somemore..saying i owe her my school fees...my uniform all that money i owe her. in my heart..im boiling..i feel like giving her 10+++ pieces of my mind.. i was soooo soo angry with her..her words are so...YUCK! she thinks i like to use her husband's money to pay for my needs?my dad aren't around..if he is around, would i even look for her?would i even want to see her..words are so cheap..she always says..whatever i need..if she's able to help she will..same to her husband..but then,why do she complain so much when she had helped..i mean her husband helped with the fees all that..all she does was to grumble..was to scold..was to mai yuan.. and all i did was to keep quiet..well. keep quiet..but not totally..hahaz.. when she was at my hse..she raised her voice,im angry..i told jan abt it..and that unreasonable aunt was not happy..so she scolded me yesterday at HER house..but why she don't scold me at MY house?she want to save her mian zi ma!i totally dislike talking to her..btw..this woman don't talk,she scream de..is she a little screw loose?sigh..

going school tmr..wonder how my day will go.......weeeeeeeeee..........

weee!!im finally here lohz.heez.know why i so long never blog?coz my computer abit down.think the "heart"dying le.waiting for my dad to come back to singapore to save it.hahaz.

hmmz.this week..been alittle not so good and not that bad too.ahaz.but still i got loads of stuffs to say about people in my school.indeed,some are totally sigh..playful,childish and they seems like they are like so free..to even disturb people that they don't even know..sigh..and i was like tolerating them..till the limit where i can no longer tolerate..i scolded them..gave them a piece of my mind.well.they are the MALAYS.sigh..began to have bad impression on malays..i told them to leave my groups of friends and i alone just go away..but they din want to.they carry on acting SISI!coz sigh..one of my friend is a gay..so they are trying to be funny with him la..but he was sitting just beside me..and they came and crowd aroud us loh!i was like ARGHHH...told them in a better way..they don't listen..so i talk in a manner where i want to really get them into big trouble..know wad i say?i said:i want to see your class adviser now.and you guys know what..he run away!!!see..wad a coward..dare to disturb people with his group of 7 and more friends..and when i say i want to see the class adviser..they went off!this gay friend..really..ma fan loh..worst..want to have peace during lunchtime oso cant sia..people that the gay don't know..came to our table and disturb...i was staring at them..i was waiting for them to go..telling myself..if they carry on..they're gonna get it! MAN!!i really HATE the way they do things..the way they treat others loh..see i small in size EZ to scare me off!haha!slowly dream!i hate it so much when people likes to bully people that are in a smaller group and look EZ to be bullied!i'll shall show them what kinda person we are..and these people..sigh...they are alomost like goners...i really cant take it lehz!!ARGHHH..i ren and ren sia...i cant take it...can the school be a little more strict?can?

today had games in school during pe time..hahaz..and..i don't know why horz..i take ball the ball the go away from my hands sia..worst!!pass to wrong people..hahaz!and ah..don't know whose arm so strong...hit me and now my arm swallon.and pain sia..hahaz..

after all these times..days...i spent in school..im utterly sad of those student who behave likdat..super angry with them..but what can i do?sigh!God...strengthen mE!i need YOU!

there's this guy in my school..came to ask for my number..and i rejected him but just giving him a smile..from then on...he seems like he hates me...see me..he behave so ugly..likdat dunno kiss wad thing la..i feel that he is so childish..feel like giving him some slices of my mind..but decided just to leave him alone..if he goes overboard..i have no choice but to step into his classroom and complain to his class adviser..people like him...need to learn to respect others..and others decision..

im so sad..i don't understand why people are likdat..treating people in the bad way..thinking we are EZ to be bullied..EZ to be stepped on..why?can they just leave the school?

well..i got my test papers..i wanted full marks..but sadly..i got only 25/30...that is so sad loh..its so sad when u aim full marks when all you get is only 25..sigh...and im so upset..the others in class..copied..and they can get high marks u know!it's so unfair!!i studied loh!!!!haiz..

these days..im feeling kinda down..don't know zer mer shi hao..hai..sometimes..smiling doesn't mean everything is so fine with me can..sometime people go overboard with wad they do can..sigh..the malays...the playful ppl..the....sigh...

got test on mon...hopefully i can really get full marks loh...aRGHh...